Year “23”!!!

May 23 2015 was year “23” of my marriage anniversary, and it looks as though year “23” will be the year that we experience our biggest defeat from the enemy…

I have fought hard, and for a very long time, with no unity, no rythem, no ryme, waiting patiently for the glory of God to brightly shine…

Waiting, waiting, waiting to no avail, so I asked myself; in being a husbman, did I fail, has the love that I’ve offered become stale?

I don’t know! but I have no more stregnth to fight; I really don’t won’t to let it go,though, it seems we have torn each other down, not propelled one another to grow…

Three broken souls are a result of this mess, “23” yrs. ago I thought the attacks were just test’s, but now I can’t help but wonder if we both just settled for less than God’s best?

So here I stand, listening closely for God’s next command, praying for the stregnth to move in faithfulness and obedience to whatever it is that my God may demand…

We are to walk by faith, not by sight, and it’s this faith that has motivated me to stay and fight, fight, fight, but hope’s light has become very dim, no longer shining bright…

Despite me and what I’m going through, I know that God is still on His Throne and He is still in complete and tolal control, He is the keeper of my soul, so pleasing Him is my only goal, in-spite of who I may win, or whom I may lose, it is with my Lord that I will “ALWAYS” choose to roll..

Victory, victory, victory, it’s not always easy, but victory “WILL” be, as I pray for you and yours I ask that you also pray for mine, and me, in this very trying

Year “23”!!!

12 thoughts on “Year “23”!!!

  1. Definitely in my prayers, brother! I’m going on year 24 and we have had ups and downs. But hang in there and don’t give up. God will put you exactly where you are supposed to be. Peace to you!

  2. I will be praying for you. Often the right path isn’t easy. Take heart. God has promised to be with you.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s